Oh mannn.. I've like finally broke through my oppressed state of being! (like the pic above is taken at TCC but it can be used to portray me breaking free from an asylum..you know padded walls) Ewww.. Thinking of it just makes me have those unpleasant and distasteful thoughts. Like how last week hasn't exactly been one that I would consider to be fruitful. Sick for 3 days. Been to the doctor's twice. Splurged on medicine and consultation. And getting attacked by 2 different viruses. It was stomach winds, constipation and gastric pains. And then just stomach winds and diarrhoea. Like ohhh-mai-gord! What's happening to the insides of me! Torn beneath this "healthy" exterior. Ya lah! Diet somemore.. Silly girl! ROARRR! Ok anyway, I'm like so addicted to the White Chocolate Macadamia Nut Cake or is it White Chocolate Macadamia Cake..Erm, whatever the name of that delectable dessert, it definitely put a smile on my face! =) All thanks to Dawn Tan! Wheeeeeeeee! I'm going to have it again this week! I don't care!

Ok, talking abt the week ahead my plans seem to be all over the place. Like there's 2 project meetings on Monday which is like in 6 hours time...And I'm still awake cos I can't seem to sleep before 6am these days..And then I have to submit a few MCS to my very-suspecting lecturers.. =( I know they won't believe me. But anyway.. I can't bothered if they really want to speculate the matter. And then, I aim to do a draft for my technical rider by Wed so i can show Kenny.*Cross fingers* Hmm, and then I need to go down to Ubi to book for another TP test. That would be tentatively Tuesday. Thursday might have marketing presentation which would mean that on wed night gotta chiong out a ppt presentation. And through the week, better have a report writing meeting and get our survey up by end of this week. Questions would be vetted by Michele on Fri! OK. RP meeting during long break on Thursday. Ok, at this point of time, you all should be shouting to me and frantically waving you arms! "EH!! This friday is good friday! Public holiday! You won't have a clinic session with Michele!" Hahahahaa..Picture that.

Then I'll go.."oh ya hor............................................."

And be damn happy! Cos most probably I'll go St James with Chris! WOOOOOOHOOOOOOOO! Oh happy days! Oh man.. I can't STILL BE sugar-high right? I had the cake like friday EVENING lorhhhhh...

But still cannot slack. So must pia for 4 days str8. Then friday take a breather! =)

Hmmm, ok amongst all the jubilation right..I think I need to talk abt the sad things as well..Like disheartening..DEPRESSING ones.

Wah Liao..I tell you ah my brother is damn horrible lorh..That older one lah.. Like he actually dared to question me regarding what I want to do in life lah! AS in, ok, I'm being too gentle with my words AND TONE! The way he asked has really crossed the line. It was obviously an insult to me and to doubt my capability of making decisions in life. And to assume that I have no idea what I'm doing now,no goals, no future.. That's like fucking humiliating lah! And that loser even went on to degrade my passion for the arts. Saying that I can go be a clown in the circus...Knowing very well that I like clowns (as they somehow relate to my life) and that I empathise with them. For that I didn't talk to him for 2 days. Until he agitated me again by telling me to wash my plate at dinner. Said it like an order. Like who the hell are you to instruct me to do whatever chapalang stuff lorh. And it's like...I will do the dishes even if you don't tell me. That guy ahhh..seriously...i tell you....GRRRR! And on Sat night he decided to be more physical. (haha, no lah..he didn't break my bones or whack my head off my shoulders)....he basically just use his disgusting fat feet to kick my ass. WAH LAO!! Angry like the giant in jack and the beanstalk when jack stole the goose, the golden eggs and the magical harp. I said "you don't have to kick me to get my attention what! Damn fucker!" And the next thing he did was to flick his toes near my face lah! OMG. Damn childish can? Freaking 23 liao still act as if he was 22. hahaha. when he was 22 he acted like 21. when he was 21 he acted as if he was 20..19.19.18.18.17.17.16.16.15.15.14.14.13.13.12.12.11.11.10.10.9.9.8.8.7.7.6.6.5.5.4.4.3.3.2.2.1.1.

0.0.-1.-1.-2.-2. He really is super childish that if age had a negativity to it..He would be like -ve infinity! ok, i shall stop if not the childish one wouldn't be him..but someone else. *gulps

On the same night, i got ambushed by the stupid msn virus lorh. the photoalbum.zip file. Haix. How..SUAY! Like rushing the designs for postcard and poster already then kena then couldn't discuss online with my partner.ying. And that sat afternoon i cried myself to sleep a long 5 hrs nap because my dad made me upset. He compared my studying attitude when i was in JC with that of my brothers in poly and jc respectively. And yea, I was judged and demoralised. So saturday has been my worse day ever in that week and probably in the month of march. I decided that i should leave civilisation and head to the land of EDELWEISS that sat night with my parents. No computer.No virus. No internet. No mails. No discussion. No older brother. No fat feet! heeheeheeheheeheee....

Swam for 30 minutes even though the pool was closed. Mum accompanied me to just watch me swim, as she relaxed and bathed in the moonlight. The getaway was followed by a refreshing bath and a lots of chocolates. I had more than 10 servings of rochers, butterfingers, mars, and meltykiss! Then mummy and i watched 4 hours of korean drama at the living room. Super shiok! hahaha, didn't do my work that i brought over. But was good bonding ok? We laughed damn alot until that night I couldn't sleep till 6am. I slept at the couch. APRIL! =)

Was awoken by dad rushing me to wake up and get ready to meet alyssa for our study session and united square. When i finally got up at 1030am. He said "ai yoh Cai Wen your eyelashes drop.(the fake ones lah which are glued for a mth.)" I immediately used a finger to check if it had really dropped off. At that instant, my dad laughed and exclaimed "April fool!" Like omg... LOL! Thanks ah! Just when i woke up! Now i know why my brother is chilldish...and ya, same goes for me. hahaha. So cute lorh..

yada yada yada...

went to velocity TCC instead. had all the yummy food and drinks below while doing some work. and also surfing the net on aly's lappie. i watched my favorite clip of paris je' taime again on it! yay! super funny! the mime one! (i guess i really like painted faces..maybe i was once a clown or something in my past life...)

Oreo cheesecake

Aly in deep thoughts in deciding if she should take out the mint leaf off he mint choc frappe.

TCC's exclusive Kahlua Salmon.

I remembered the last time Aly and I really indulged in TCC was in June a year ago. I ordered a whole cake of devil's chocolate for her when we were liaison officers for The Vegetable Orchestra. LOL. Was damn broke that time but yea, thought since I reco-ed the job to her..And it was coincidentally her bdae I had to make it a special one. So how's eating a damn sinful devil's choc cake with a group of awesome artistes who play on vegetables and a sweet friend at one of the dressing rooms in Jubilee Hall sound like? HAHAH!

We always find ourselves in the weirdest and most embarassing situations. And today was no exception. Eat and drink and talk and surf so much. Foot the bill that time. TCC don't accept NETS! She wanted to pay by her OCBC acct. But no OCBC atms around except at TTSH's 7-11. Don't look at me. I have 15 cash. she has 6. I have 4 plus in my POSB debit card! HOW!!!! I called most of my friends who i thought would have ibanking or was out and near a ATM. And she msged most of her friends on MSN to ask if they had ibanking. Worst thing was that it had to be 1st of april!!!!!!!!!!!Even the most gullible ones are on their guard.. hahaha. Even AMANDA thought we were joking. AMANDA!! Our dear dear dear friend!!! how can things get any worser! and it did. Both aly and i had to go to the toilet!!! Like super kan chiong already..LOL. I called Timmy my pri sch and online friend. OH MY! he was at suntec and he could reach the nearest atm in 15 minutes and so we found a savior!! hooray! wah like damn lucky lah. in the meantime, when i waited for Timmy to transfer to my acct so that i can pay with my debit, aly went to relieve herself. She came back realising there was a UOB bank beside the toilet and that she could actually draw money cos OCBC and UOB are interbankcd!...............ohh-kay.i thought it was only 5 minutes after Timmy volunteered to help so he must still be on the way. So alyssa went to withdraw just in case. When she came back, Timmy called to say he has transferred. Ok, double the moolahs now. Nvm..pay with alyssa's cash. She said don't like to owe ppl $.

Hmmm, so now you know the kind of things alyssa and i go through together...

My family came at 1945 to pick me from velocity to Katong..for a family dinner with gramps! I miss them so much!!! Has been more than a mth since i last saw them! =) I hugged my grandfather when he came out to his garden to welcome us. He was in his usual comfortable white singlet and blue drawstring pants. HOW GRANDFATHERLY! =) I told him i missed him so much and he replied "I miss you too!" so heartwarming....*melts* Greeted everyone present..and had dinner. Chatted with my 90's cousins..And cos my older bro was sleeping and didn't join us, i was the only 80's. =/ Nvm, i embraced that seniority! Then i started hugging my fat overly-round cousin Bryan. He's primary 4 now and weighs the same as me! yea, 50kg! haha, i don't mind revealing my weight. ya, anyway! that caused a series of hugging and we all decided to hug our super young(mentally) aunt...she freaked out and ran from the 2nd storey to the 1st..out of the house and into the garden! haha. but still, we caught her.. and admired the moon..k no link. we happened to look into the sky and the moon looked magnificent. with very defined moonbeams..Magical!*

Somehow, we digressed and we talked her into buying KFC for supper. YAY! We don't normally have suppers..The last time we had was....after bowling at 3am.that was sept last year? yea.. So somehow i felt that sunday was a really good day and i enjoyed myself thoroughly. until it's 7am now and i can't seem to let go of sunday's memories.. I still wish to have myself in the realm of sunday-ness. LOL. Oh ya, before we left my grandpapa gave me something which he folded. Very thoughtful. And he always does it so discretely...But that shall be a secret between me and him. hahaha. =) I love my grandparents! I love my family. I love my friends. And i love you! hahahaha..YAY! I'm so blessed! I shall go bathe and rest my oogly brain. HAH!