Had a long msn conversation with amanda and she said that I have this HUGE impenetrable facade, cover thing. Which is true...I don't even know whether I'm being true to myself. Who am I? I don't expect people to understand me. But I don't want to be misunderstood.

I wish to be happy. But I don't believe in eternal happiness.

I yearn to be loved. But I know true love does not exist.

I love to be by myself. But I hate to be alone.

I used to think I don't matter anymore. But I AM matter.

I don't care what people think.

As long as my loved ones live. I think I can be alive too. =)

This is me.

Can you understand?

This is me.

Are you sure you wanna be with me?

That is you?

I don't understand.

That is you?

I don't wanna be with you.

=(