Another day on earth...

woke up in the morning to receive news that my granduncle has passed on.

I knew it was coming. Recently having the vibe that someone I know was going to just decide on moving on. To the greener pastures, i guess..

Leaving the barren land of unfulfilled dreams and unspoken,taboo emotions.

We all seem to have a politically-correct answer for everything in life. Like how it's just such a natural reflex to come up wif the counter attack for every "negative" thought or action we do. For example, I say "I'm never ever going to marry.."

But according to Sigmund Freud, father of psychoanalysis", our 3 streams of conscious will inevitably interfere with the original thought.

So, I could be telling myself, simultaneously that "How can I presume at such an early stage?" and "I shouldn't say such things cos' it's socially frowned upon especially in the asian context" and then I would end off with "I'm never gonna marry for now..but it's just a thought and I will bear it in mind and be aware that this issue has been raised in my mind before..."

All these occurred to me when I saw my grandaunt weeping as she went for another look at the man's face she's seen most of her life. She is so going to miss him, now that's he's gone..

It was already heartwrenching to see such a scene, and imagining that i could be facing the exact same scenario of watching my beloved partner leaving before me..

It's like that, huh?

Life...

I'm just gonna sit back and chill for tonight..

Cuppa coffee to go along with the crazy mind. (:

Rest in peace GRANDUNCLE.